I remembered when I was young, I was afraid to ask my parents for money for extra spending in school like snacks, milk, etc I noticed how difficult my mom had to ask my father for money for my daily pocket money and I did not want to put her in that position. Furthermore, he […]
Any self crisis often stemmed out of not able to fulfil a certain set of expectations. These expectations can be borne out of fantasies created and imagined, wanting them badly to be birthed into reality. And you being part of that wonderful reality. When something happened that made you go out of your “destined” path,
What I feel like saying… If you have lost someone special then you understood that… Even though they have left, their memories still lingers in our hearts with much love. It’s been a year since my mom passed and I still cannot understand how easy our names can be erased. We were birthed into this
What I feel like sharing…. How you can learn to heal yourself and your loved ones…. (basic healing). Before you continue reading, please proceed to my disclaimer tab. Read and understand. Only proceed if you feel its right. I believe everyone has healing ability. Only with practice and faith will one’s healing ability be sharpened.
What I feel like saying today… Rage. I’ve kept my mouth shut for many decades to be the good child everyone wants. And it had consumed me in many ways imagined. One of them is thru dis-ease. Anger is small fire compared to rage. But if improperly handled or denied, it can become a mountain
I looked into my eyes, there were remnants, some kind of leftovers…. Of victimhood. Some of which, I wished these “bullies of life” lay dead than stay alive harming others. How did humans become monsters? I believe no child was born being a monster (even if parents were “monsters”). Regardless of how we came onto
What I feel like saying… Too many times, we do not take a moment and be in gratitude of what we have until its gone. For example, as we grew older in age, sometimes our vision may falter. When I was in my forties, my vision started getting blurry. I didn’t know it was because
What I feel like saying…. This may be a bit woowoo for some. But I’m gonna share it anyway. My spontaneous travels have gotten me in deep dark forests and many more. Growing up as a Muslim, I was taught a simple prayer everywhere I go. We called it basmalah. Its meaning is- in the
What I feel like saying…. We all have some from of limited ideas what we were born to be….. What if life wanted us to be different than we ever thought possible? Will you say YES? Are you bold enough to say yes and experience a new path and venture into the world of the
The first love. The first ultimate betrayal. Lately…. I’ve been having these dreams where my spirit soared and searched for my first love. And every time, she searched, she came up empty. I often wonder, why do I need to meet him, after all these years? Perhaps, I wanted to ask him – “Is it
