bismillahhirrohmaanirrohiim…
as some of you may have known, i had mild stroke in the Netherlands and rushed to hospitals in both Rotterdam and Singapore. alhamdulillah currently well and working hard to be normal again because my left side was mildly paralysed. alhamdulillah i can walk now. I was sad when i heard my favorite hajteacher(same hospital as me)passed on but i didnot get to visit or see him. .hewas theone whotaughtmelotsaboutumrahhajislamicteachings andmiddleasttravels.hisagency was so efficient, i learnt the sweet secrets of solat tasbih during qiyamulailin haj2011.more in my: youtube.com/c/linamasrina
also the no of countries i pin to my profile is not to show off.itwas a thingi chosetocompete with myself forfun .forgivemeagain.ifitsoundedshwooffarrogant.
allgoodcomesfromAllah…all else aremyownmistakes.forgivemeandbebetterthan me,please.
MayAllahblesshimwithjannahfirdausandhelp ease hislovedones’pain of losinghim.amiin(Iactuallythoughtisawhiminmylastyear diy umrah.but he looked differentthati thoughthewasa doppleganger.i wassegan/shynotohavesamecalibretoapproachpiousteachers”him .henormallywearserbanandbeamongtofficersofhiagency…thistimeisawhiminwheelchairthatswhyidont think it was him.henotonlyopenhisheartbuthishouseforfeastsoftenthathefeltclosetousstudents.hewasalsohumbling..
.currentlyi amthankfulfora beautifullifei hadandmore…
talsoothevillagesofprofessionalshelpingmebemywholeselfagain.onlyGodcanrepayyouendlessloveandeffort.
intantocksenghospitalwith physiotherapistsandoccupationaltherapistswhoareverygood beyondmyexpectations includingresidentdoctors(willnamethemlater).ithankallofyou foryourprayersand kind empoweringw ords.dearfansandreaders.
howdidthishappen?i leadactivelifeand volunteer incamps.whatever itis,Allahha beenverymercifulto me.itfeltlike hehasguidedmeforthis.butimstillcluelessalthoughi havelearntvariousenergyhealingmethods.
justrecentlyreadmyoownblogs.i justwantto clarifythat i sounded so pompouslyarrogant.forgiveme. i amnotas successfulas imaysoundandwritten.
asformuslimsreading this..irealisedi pushon thelawofattraction a lot.i onlysharedafteri haveseenmyeldestmadrasah include itintheir olevelsstudents’ visionpractice.but lateri learntthat it canbe a spiritualatheist methodonyoutubemuftimenk(astaghfirullah.)whateveri do evenwithlawofattraction and newage,i do my best to always includeAllahbecausewithoutAllah(the1god i worship )nothing is possibleeven if youdothelawofattractionandwatch the secretmovie a million times.allahisalwayspartoftheequation.
i don’intentto soundso egoistic andboastfulaboutmeandmytravels,butwithmentorsadvisingme, sometimesto sellthebrand, ihavetocollectallconfidence and put it out.perhapsitwas a bit much.forgive me. alsoi noticedi useda lotofnew agetermsbecauseofmany newageyinternationalclientsand mentors i learntfrom.butfyi-universe,godandwhateverlabelsi put meansAllah to me in my islamicfaith.ifmuslimswanttolearnnewagebeliefsndhealing,pleaseensureyouhavestrongbasicsofislamicfoundationbecauseitwilltestyou.bestnottolearnwithoutislamicteachersguidance.allweneedisquranandhadithsaswhatislamtaughtus.sincemystroke,i hadonlyusequranandislamichealingfoodslikehoney,ajwadates andmore.ifgivena choice i rather muslimsdontlearnany energyhealingbecausethereis a finelinewhichwemay transgressif notcareful andmakemistakes.iamythankfulthatiwastaughtquranichealingfirstinmytahfizschoolbecausethatisimportant.i do no desiretotransgressintoshirk andothersins,mayAllahprotectusall andprovidesolutions and ease toallmankind especially muslimsof the world.
i wonttravelanymore,notyetbecauseplanetravelsisnotgoodforstrokesurvivors.(sorry i type 1 hand thus messy)i wii rewrite insyAAllah later