And its’ all good, cos as a child growing up, independence and freedom is engraved in my being.
Everyday, we strive to be our true selves. That made who we are. And we never waited for anything to happen. We create whatever we want.
This became a habit: Every night before she fell asleep, she tells me that she forgives the world.
And though words right now were awkward at presenting itself, I wanna share with you what my mom has taught me.
And for those who have been with me throughout my life adventures, my mom had been my no.1 fan.
She stood by me through it all. She was one of my pillars of strength. When I was undergoing a “different” path, (though she may not approve) she was there with me through it all.
Through my own unfoldment of life, from the womb thru marriage, divorce, haj and whatever hell and heaven I created for myself and the status quo, I was questioning.. she was always there. Her presence meant a lot to me.
Now that she’s gone, I felt that she had “catapulted” me into my mission of love… with no point of return (there’s is no turning back,all bridges had been burnt down).
And as I remembered – I watched her in every step of her “departure”, I realized she had done whatever she wanted. She was LOVE, loved and loving. And as she breathed her last breath, she was smiling and at peace. I knew then she had gone to a better place.
Notes to self:
Have fun living your life.
Remember at the end of one’s life, what matters most is…
Whether you truly live your life fully and with much joy and love or not, it’s up to you.
Life was never about fears, doubts, money or any ego issues. These are just fuel to propel you to your greatness.
Your life is always about you, your love, your joy, authenticity, your truth, your purpose, your relationships with yourself and the world, your connections with yourself and the Universe, your voice, your perspective, your story, your legacy, your message of love and your actions towards any of it.
So your birth is important. It has answers and is crucial to our whole collective conscious jigsaw puzzle. We are all connected and we are one.
And the first step to greatness is to be aware. Notice where and what you are, now. If you like what you see, do more, if not, make changes and propel self to greatness. (For example-sometimes, empaths attracts narcissistic people. And you asked yourself,- in what way am I narcissistic to myself? If you attract people who often betray you, then asked yourself- in what ways am I often betraying myself?)
The Universe has always and will always support you.
And don’t just believe a word I say, go and find out the truth for yourself.
p.s: Apologies if the words above seems a bit “not in the flow as usual”. I’m still grieving. Give me time to heal.
About The Blogger: Lina Masrina is a soul blogger, intuitive heart coach and healing facilitator. Her passion is to work with people and reconnect them to their truth: being love -authentic, peace, harmony, abundance and joyous. She is a certified law of attraction coach, certified healing coach- Emotion code practitioner, Ho’oponopono practitioner and ATS bali healer (chieftain/kamituo). (But she is not a medium)
In her free time, she travels spontaneously; “crashing” lovingly into locals’ homes, kitchens, road trips and even weddings. She is a foodie and has eaten some bizarre meats in the world like porcupine and horseshoe crab (as long it is Halal).
Her dream is to cover all 196 countries in this lifetime. Her blog is about her everyday peeling her own masks, while exploring vulnerability and authenticity and uncovering miracles of love. She lives in Singapore. But she work both locally and internationally. Do contact her at linamasrina gmail .
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